i wasn't my cheery self yesterday at PBM Viva La Anugerah...of coz i was cam whoring at times haha and singing 'dun gif up' but yeah...and pple like kamie noticed i wasnt my usual self. not to fret pple...im ok hehe perhaps juz real tired...4 silat exco meetings in the 1st week of office is no joke and the sensitivities attached to wad we hav 2 discuss abt is kinda draining. I dunno abt the rest of the exco members...but for me, it is mentally draining...to be sensitive, practical and objective at the same time in dealing wif matters which SHD NOT be of our concern. Ahh wellz...the meeting on sat went well, and kinda lifted a burden on our part.

anyway...i got nominated for PBM darling hahahaha aww man lost to salmah...tapi tkpe im cool =p jimmy chong slalu cool hahahaha and viva was a blast hehehe punye la kecoh 'P is for popular...G is for Gile!' mereps (hahah trying my hand on bahstengz) stemek!!!! i guess dey sang dat song too much till it rained heavily lor...basket! the exco did a gd job la on appreciating our work the past year...and giving out awards for diff committees...very creative i muz sae =) and several girls from my batch did a dikir presentation honouring the seniors for their hard work was realli a gd move...very touching...gd job girls! :)

maybe i gona get sick of silat soon ahhaha....apart from silat exco meetings, we oso hav 2 contend wif CMAD training, others for KL trip, endless meetings wif persisi (but i diden go la haha) and teaching the kids ganda/solo at my cc. I muz sae, i was pretty frustrated teaching coz my ganda boys were forever squabbling- like mcm cannot click like dat and dats super tough! considering dat the competition is nez week haiz...and the girls plak....stick to each other mcm glue...ketawe mcm makcik2. bile time training asik giggle2...den 'abg fad...takmo buat ni la...sakit la badan' ish manje gils tau! ahahaha and the solo guy, naiem...he's super cute haha and realli pitied him coz he had to hafal solo steps and silat pengantin steps....abeh asik kene marah by my guru. it came to a point where he juz stone and i had 2 him and gif sum motivation....its realli tiring to juggle heh

but smlm and today's training was kinda fulfilling...hehe dey did well and im proud of dem...i made dem cheer...go main lari2 ngan dorang...challenge lari...of coz i won la hahahha im fast mah....! hahahaha insya allah my effort and their's wont go to waste nez sun Aug 13 during Pertandingan Silat Tunas Harapan 2006 =) im sure dey'll do me proud :)