Thursday, March 29, 2007
11:42 PM
Dont give up, dont lose heart
Dont u cry coz i wanna see u smile...
.sincera fazzy.
Sunday, March 25, 2007
11:27 PM
Random Nothings
'If you don't try...u'll never know'
-Maly, some say she has animal instinct, but to me, she's the greatest PBM president-
One day some girl's gonna break your heart
And ooh ain't no pain like from the opposite sex
Gonna hurt bad, but don't take it out on the next, son
Throughout life people will make you mad
Disrespect you and treat you bad
Let God deal with the things they do
Cause hate in your heart will consume you too
Always tell the truth, say your prayers
Hold doors, pull out chairs, easy on the swears
i got this from shahrul's blog...its a song by Will Smith, Just the Two of Us. It's a reminder of life...anger and resentment, forgiveness and faith. Everyone is entitled to be angry or sad or hurt, its a matter of how you deal with it :)
.sincera fazzy.
Sunday, March 18, 2007
2:55 PM
Cakap Petah 2007
the kids were sooo cute! the MCs were great! the performances...fantastic! ok special mention...dikir was a blast. hope kamal doesnt read dis..if not i will never hear the end of his self-praise hahahhaha but...i feel kinda sad la...coz i cant sing, cant dance, cant dikir...and dey all look good on stage..suave and get girls swooning over u. Wad can i do...silat? and who wanna swoon over me? :p but i guess its ok...i have my own strengths...we fit into the clothes we have been given...and i hope i can do the best in wad im given by Allah to do :)
and so...i was the time keeper! hahaha sometimes...i never realli stick to the actual 30 secs or 1 min or 2mins....kene kasi chance budak2 la :) da bagus dorang nak naik stage hehe and some of them realli impressed apart from being all cute and small....was i like dat last time? hahaha so yes...there were some minor glitches, but overall i tink the cakap petah team did a good job...the stage managers were good, liaising with judges and kids went smoothly...and there was a crowd so yeah...it was tiring...but it was worth it. managed to talk 2 the kids..and dey all so merepek hahaha 'abg ni cine ke melayu?', 'bole ckp cine?', 'bapak ke mak melayu?' and dis ifa girl...she tried to take a pic of me and i moved..and she scold me hahahaha (ps she took pics of every guy! haha so cute)
xifotiftnjmftbunf, jdbonfmu *cmvti*
.sincera fazzy.
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
2:54 PM
My 1 month anniversary...
Guess wad? im gonna celebrate my one month anniversary tmr! hahaha 14 Mar 2007...exactly 1 mth since i broke my arm. yep...im gile hahaha but no one wanna write me a card :p time to reflect...one month on, im still very much upset dat i had to break my arm. lots of plans had to be cancelled, re-experience the post-operation trauma, undergo therapy sessions, mental and physical tiredness, apologetic for troubling my parents and of coz, i cant play for IVP or PSK...again.
Everyone says...everything happens for a reason...the only problem is that i haven found that reason yet. Mixed feelings...things dat went ok, things dat werent so ok. But in moving on with life and accepting life's little tribulations, you have to look positively at what has happened. Im thankful that it was my left, not my right arm that broke. Im thankful that i have so many pple supporting me, my family and my gd/great/best frens hehe. Im thankful dat because of this injury, i have more time to rest rather than immerse myself in silat activities.
Sometimes, u just wanna gif up because things dun go ur way...sometimes its juz a test of ur patience, of your will and your courage to face up to challenges that come your way. And it took Dr Saiful to make me realize that. I was talking him in his car on the way to hospital on saturday abt silat. He said he got blasted again coz he was not available for the medical screening. its strange how quickly pple blame and make a scapegoat out of u. I asked when are u gonna gif up coz no one seems to appreciate wad u r doing? He said dat its his objective to spread silat and giving up halfway wont allow him 2 do dat...
How much u willing to sacrifice for wad u wan? Everythin involves a sacrifice. its a matter of how much u wan something for urself and how much it will benefit others. Its a food for thought... :)
.sincera fazzy.
Friday, March 02, 2007
11:42 PM
Ramblingz
And so...a level results are out. No surprises...my sis did well (as expected haha) but diden expect she did EXCEEDINGLY wekk hehehhe 4As and A2 for GP. She totally annihilated my grades i got 4 years ago hahaaha but congrats to her :) all her hard work paid off alhamdulillah
i got thru school dis week with juz one working arm :p and im realli thankful that i hav frenz who r forever looking out for me. Altho work is coming in by the loads, i hope to be able to handle dem...somehow, being in dis state is kinda depressing n sometimes u get tired easily. but what choice do i haf? i cant possibly make use of the MC i was given coz everythin is moving full speed ahead and ltr i left behind how? hahaha
and yes im also grateful for all the eating sessions...maly, wan, md noor, hidayah, lin, laila :) i can laugh to bits n forget everythin else hehehe and 2day's k2p lunch was power....record of 11 pple! hahahhahaha
*help is always there to those who want them*
.sincera fazzy.
