ahh yes the jumbled up words pretty much sums up what's going thru my head. so many many things i need 2 do...and it doesnt help that exams are realli right around the corner. and no more silat...gonna feel lethargic, maybe shd follow fazli, zola, erzwin jogging once a week or sumthing like that haha and juz now, we had a last 'after-training' dinner at KFC (ye lah da penat2 train, makan bende2 mcm gini hahaha) :) its always fun to be ard all these pple...in halimah's words "kadang2 gile, kadang2 wild, kadang2 alim" hahaha..oh yes syafiqah scared me juz now! kurang asam betol! da lah tempang...takutkan org! I solat isyak under the staircase at MPSH and dat place is like super sunyi...den after my prayers i was wearing my kasut den i heard shuffling noises behind me...terperanjat la! rupenye was the tempang syafiqah coming down the stairs...and all she did was laugh and laugh...oh she said i got nice fingers!!! hahaha ape jer

had lunch with maly at engine and yes i tink we did talk abt stuff dat is noteworthy to pen down. I mean, i started dis blog because i wanna remember conversations like these...especially conversations with hakim last time. In anything you do, ure always comparing and interpreting...consciously or unconsciously and that's scary because u keep having a yardstick and keep reading into meanings of things and with that...comes expectations. Be it in relationships or studies or frens or even siblings for that matter. And sometimes when you do things, you do it with an intention, hidden or manifested. I think everyone is guilty of that. I am too...sometimes when u sae u do something ikhlas or altruistic, u might unconsciously expect something in return. Oh and one more thing we talked about...i was asking her, how is it possible that girls can love 2 pple at one time? its unfathomable to guys because u'd want to be the only one she loves and cares and devotes to. Dont want to be sharing her love with another person. Well, maly said its possible coz u r loving two different aspects of the 2 guys. You love the ideals in one and other ideals in another....hmmmmm strange la hahaha but yes maly i noe wad u mean la (u wont be the greatest pbm president ever if u dun make sense hahahaha)

and yes rajaridhwan's book on the unachievable dreams of the Malays hahaha..we talked abt dat and how ministers/MPs/Civil Servants' pay increase and if Maly were to be an MP, she diden noe wad to do wif so much money except create a Malyanah scholarship to help needy Malays :p in the packed train and got dis makcik/kakak tersengih-ing to herself hahaha

Friends juz crack you up...and i tink that's the thought for the day :)

*ps: i have no idea why i quote so many of u pple today...but be honoured and glad ok?