Saturday, March 11, 2006
12:26 AM
Self happiness
i realised that i have not updated for like two weeks! hahhaa sorri to all who have been visiting my blog and are utterly disappointed with the boringness of my page hahahaha aku ni perasaan sikit yg org actualli nak baca my stuff =p bz bz la with assignments hehehe
i felt my talk with hakim earlier today was something blog worthy to post, even at this ungodly hour haha the last few days have been hectic coz we've been bz collecting 'stuff' from clementi for the MS booth and yesterday me, hafiz and hakim conceptualized the booth based on wadever resources we had. we came up with many many ideas to try and visualize how the booth would look like and how much attention we can attract. we settled on a grafitti wall wrapped with white vaguard sheets, a blue cloth wrapped sofa and a wooden blue 'table' hahaha
the thing was, during the conceptualization, hakim and hafizh had fantastic and ambitious ideas which i was very quick to downplay mainly becoz i felt that time and manpower constraints will be deterrent to our plans and thr wont be enuff time for damage control. i conveyed my sentiments to hakim during lunch and he generally agreed with me onli dat he feel we should aim higher despite our resources coz even if we fail, we wont fail so much. i oso mentioned that if there was one thing from cs3 that i took away wif me was that unless u r familiar with the working styles and attitudes of ur committee members, ur expectations shd not be too high as there will be a clash of goals and ideals. hakim said that this is true and given organizational structures, eventho u have high expectations but ure at a low level capacity, chances are u get sidelined to conform with the top level wants or needs. this would leave you frustrated la...at the end of the day, it is ur mental capability to attain self-happiness or self-fulfilment dat u have done the best to ur ability.
aim high, do ur best, be positive and disregard the disjuncture of personal and organizational goals so as to gain happiness or fulfilment from a project =)
.sincera fazzy.