Tuesday, March 13, 2007
2:54 PM
My 1 month anniversary...
Guess wad? im gonna celebrate my one month anniversary tmr! hahaha 14 Mar 2007...exactly 1 mth since i broke my arm. yep...im gile hahaha but no one wanna write me a card :p time to reflect...one month on, im still very much upset dat i had to break my arm. lots of plans had to be cancelled, re-experience the post-operation trauma, undergo therapy sessions, mental and physical tiredness, apologetic for troubling my parents and of coz, i cant play for IVP or PSK...again.
Everyone says...everything happens for a reason...the only problem is that i haven found that reason yet. Mixed feelings...things dat went ok, things dat werent so ok. But in moving on with life and accepting life's little tribulations, you have to look positively at what has happened. Im thankful that it was my left, not my right arm that broke. Im thankful that i have so many pple supporting me, my family and my gd/great/best frens hehe. Im thankful dat because of this injury, i have more time to rest rather than immerse myself in silat activities.
Sometimes, u just wanna gif up because things dun go ur way...sometimes its juz a test of ur patience, of your will and your courage to face up to challenges that come your way. And it took Dr Saiful to make me realize that. I was talking him in his car on the way to hospital on saturday abt silat. He said he got blasted again coz he was not available for the medical screening. its strange how quickly pple blame and make a scapegoat out of u. I asked when are u gonna gif up coz no one seems to appreciate wad u r doing? He said dat its his objective to spread silat and giving up halfway wont allow him 2 do dat...
How much u willing to sacrifice for wad u wan? Everythin involves a sacrifice. its a matter of how much u wan something for urself and how much it will benefit others. Its a food for thought... :)
.sincera fazzy.
