Sunday, April 22, 2007
11:28 PM
Im not stressed....
Amazingly, im not stressed eventhough my 1st paper in on tues! and i haven even finished studying. Sigh maybe its juz dis semester...being tired and all. And my weekend wasnt dat fruitful...went out alot haha. Met up with Jannah on saturday for Korean bbq at Han River. Well, its kinda like seoul garden, except that its less stylish haha but who cares? the food was good and the bbq-ing...fantastic haha. i must say im lousy at cooking. First, i diden put butter on the grill (i diden even know it was butter! i thot it was a scoop of ice cream on the table haha). Then, my meat and chicken got burnt haha..and stirring the soup...erm lets juz say i diden do a great job haha
But it was really pleasant to meet up properly after a really long time. it was.....................nice :) not exhilirating, but yeah comfortable. We talked...and ate ALOT hahahaha and i got scolded for taking so much food. wah lau! oh and she made bulgogi for me. Its dis korean 'delicacy'...its bbqed pieces of chicken with a pinch of garlic and chili, wrapped in veggie...den u just eat it. hahaha
And even after the afternoon break...i reached home and went for silat pulak. Ok for some reason, yesterdae so many came! haha terkejut and den there were so few 'budak besar' so i had to like juggle teaching different sections. Haiyah...and we were trying out the steps i created on the MRT trips to sch and home...and it diden look nice :( it really seemed cool wen i was playing dem in my head. Now i have 2 tink of new steps. Cmon Fadz! be creative! Well at least i have 3 more mths before the competition. I need help....i cant do it on my own...i cant think for massal, solo and ganda steps...i'll juz die.
Before we ended, our guru gave us a talk...juz sitting down listening to him..i got bored :p so i juz sat right at the back....and den siti came and sat down beside me. she said..boring ahh hahaha den suddenly she started telling me about her day...how she quarelled with her adik (Naiem) and how her kakak and abg always shouting at each other, how 8 guys like her (so jealous haha), how she doesnt like maths, how she diden like dis girl at sch coz she's bossy, dat she wans to go 2 ahmad ibrahim sec but thinking twice coz all her frens going to northland sec (can add sommore the boys there are playboys hahaha)
Sometimes it feels nice to be the big brother...to just listen and not talk :0) and the best part is dat i diden ask for her to tell me these....she came up to me. And i guess its really a nice feeling dat she sees me as someone whom she can talk to...I want to be the role model to these kids. I want to show dat silat is not a just a sport, but itself is a form of culture all share as a family...big or small, young or old. I want to...and i hope i can :)
.sincera fazzy.
