Tuesday, September 11, 2007
4:16 PM
Revelations
Even as work is piling up, i find myself grateful that i have many people to turn to, to juz tok cock and during these talking cock sessions....once u extract the essence of it (chey bah!) it actually makes sense. Be it life in general, or some nonsensical theory like the washing machine or shit happens, it still a bag of laughs and insight.
The long and arduous journey to Changi Hospital on Friday, sampai tertido2 atas bahu hakim...so gay ahhahaha or experiencing an atmosphere of grief with lil hope as my friend's dad is fighting for his life in ICU to the twister-twisting, bingo-playing, bbq at Changi Beach to nice walks at 2am in the morning to K2P soccer game (which we 'won'!) and to simple mealtime chats at NUS....revelations and lessons keep coming in.
We learn everyday that everything happens for a reason, be it a blessing in disguise or a retribution of past acts. We need to keep faith and maintain that patience is indeed a virtue in trying times. When you feel that your situation is bad....think again. Somebody else might face an even greater challenge than u. But let not such things affect u so, and if u need to let ur heart out, so many are there ard u to make u laugh till u drop flat on the ground or just provide that silence of listening.
And friends....haha i learned in High School Musical 2 (btw, its kinda sappy la the show haha) dat sometimes, when ure so focussed on ur goal, u may not realise u abandon pple along the way. Perhaps its the nature of a materialistic pursuit. I apologize if i had abandoned any of u in any way any time before....And of coz....you get to achieve ur goal much easier IF you have social capital and in the higher echeloens of the class structure :p
.sincera fazzy.
